Yes, if you want to be a good writer, you need to write and write. You can learn on and on about how to write, but until you really do it, you are just a wanna be.
The best way is to do and learn as you go along actually writing.
You’ll become better and better if you have the open mind to learn. Find some way to test your writing on different peoples so you can learn what works and what don’t.
One of the way to learn is to read a lot of books in the style that you want to use.
You can use different style and mix them as you see fit. It’s all about you feeling good about your work. Then, you test it again and again. Have an open mind to the comment. Find what bring those comments and modify your text so it will become more appreciated.
Instead of reading a lot of books on how to write, read lots of books in the style that you want to use. Then write and write.
There’s no shortcut to become a great writer. You’ll have to write a lot before you get the chance to get publish.
Some will resist and some will overcome. Some will take medication and some will not. Some will learn and some will not.
You are not mad.
No one can understand what you are living. Stop looking for someone else to remove the problem. It’s all up to you to do so.
You won’t get it reading a blog (sorry), you won’t get it watching a video, you won’t get it talking to someone else or you won’t get it reading a book. The how, the why and the what to do is inside of you. You have to take the time to find it and understand it.
The break down is a warning.
You just don’t have the choice to ignore it anymore. It’s a strong warning that stop you from putting it on the side. It’s so strong that you just can’t go on without taking care of it.